Hannah, for you.

Hi followers. Hi friends. Hi stalkers. Hi everyone. Dah sebulan berlalu, tapi kenapa sekarang bru nak teringat? Hm, idk why. Sebelum ni chill je? Sekarang teringat sangat pulak. Hannah, how are you? I hope you okay dekat sana. Okay dengan cinta baru :) I'm fine here. Tapi tu lah, kadang2 you popped my mind. Tapi I rasa I makin kuat rather than before, selalu menangis bila you nak balik Kulim, or KL. Now, I kurang lembik macam tu. Which is good for me. You dgn bf camana? Hey, I didn't mean those words yang kasar, tapi I rasa you patut faham apa I rasa kan? Tak senang I nak terima. *Biasa la, benda yang kita tak nak terjadi. Btw, sorry remove you jugak, I tak nak myself hurt seeing your activities in FB. Yeah, you know why jugak rite. Ada bagus juga you block I, atleast you boleh buat life you, I boleh lead my own life w/out sakit hati kan? I dah agak semua ni berlaku since you kata, you nak start pakai tudung sem 5 kan. I dah agak sangat, I'm sorry, tp I terpaksa jugak cakap you sama mcm Shua, my ex. Kena terima lah kenyataan tu ye? Hihi. Babe, don't lie. I tahu bila you dah nak pakai tudung, I tak halang tapi dalam hati I terfikir, takkan you nak dtg rumah I and doing things yang as previous kan sedangkan you dah bertudung, I fikir tu semua, Hannah. Tapi you je men-deny kan apa I rasa, walhal betul kan? I sayang you. Betul I tak tipu, tapi sekarang tidak lagi, bukan sebab I ada pengganti, tapi sebab hati I dah tawar dengan janji-janji manis semua orang drp dulu. Sorry ye? Well, I know its your own future, you kena fk semua tu drp you dah rasa nak berubah, I know babe. Life seorang 'tidak straight' ni tak senang. I rasa I lagi lama berperasaan songsang ni dari you. I tahu, surroundings yang buat I jadi mcmni Hannah. I tak salahkan parents or anyone, I yang pilih, tapi its hard to explain to everyone. Complicated gila. Benda yang subjective. Mama kirim salam by the way. Dia tanya je, I jwb 'ohh ada je ktorg contact'. Padahal, FUCK, I LIED. Nahhh, its okay, I'm fine :) This sem was disaster for me. Operation, heart break, goshhh. tapi I lalui dengan tabah, hehe. Chill jela, masalah takleh nak lari pun mcmana kita nak avoid sekali pun right. I miss all those fucking memories babe. Seriously do. But I tak nak pk. Sbb nanti I meracau rasa nak contact you, hahaha.  Tahu sebab apa I tiba2 ingat you? Sebab I termenung dekat kasut merah I, hehe. Okay lah hannah, I got to go, I nak breakfast nasik lemak mak cik tepi rumah I, hehe. Hope you baca okay. Take care, just remember, jaga hati you tu, cuz he's the first guy you in love kan? Hehe. I support you. Always. P/s : Bye peekaboo.

Goodbye, take care :)